*This is not an April Fool’s Day Joke, by the way*
I was thinking of a short idea for a post tomorrow. Nothing complicated, nothing too long but hopefully worth your time reading it tomorrow. I just finished writing a four part story that I like but it won’t be ready till next week at the earliest. Rewriting takes forever sometimes but it is worth it.
Anyway, I came up with a cute short idea but then I started thinking about it. I started sketching it out. I started to get a little excited. I started to get a little afraid. It was going to be big. It was going to be silly. It was going to be insane.
The only problem is my first estimate says it would take at least three weeks to do this story. That’s three weeks of working on a story might only amuse me. On the other hand, that’s three weeks of working on a story that I am going to really enjoy writing. Well, you know, unless there is a hidden plot problem that will drive me mad. That shit happens all the time.
This is where the schedule of blogging gets annoying. I shoot for three posts a week. I try to do a short story and failing that I aim for something like pictures or maybe personal thoughts. It is not a full time job but man, it does squeeze your free time. I also accept that when you don’t post something of note for awhile, then people drift away and they are not there when you do post something of note.
So what to do? Back in the day before I blogged, I used to post my stories to newsgroups. I did this little silly thing called Thigh Vs Thigh and it had a grueling self imposed once a week schedule. At one point I had a great idea for a long story but I knew that there was no way I could write the long story AND Thigh vs Thigh. With a heavy heart I wrapped up Thigh vs Thigh and started that long story.
That long story was Cell Phone Slave, which is pretty much the most popular thing I have ever written. I don’t know if this new story will be as popular. I seriously doubt it. What I do know is that I am excited to write it, and I haven’t been this excited since I wrote about poor Hannah. I think I have to take that shot and write this story. Whats the point of being a amateur porn writer who doesn’t do it for the money if you don’t write the wacky things you want to be doing?
In the mean time I want to keep the blog rolling. I will cut down on posting fiction but my ego is sufficient that I will keep writing about my own opinions on writing and porn. I have been wanting to include some more erotic comic reviews anyway so that will help. Maybe I will downgrade to a Tuesday/Thursday schedule.
No matter what I do, I just want you to know that I am still here, writing like mad. And if this story becomes as crazy as I think it will be, you will want to see it. It will either be awesome, or the neatest failure you have ever seen.
P.S. No, I won’t tell you what the long story is about because it might BLOW YOUR MIND.